I' m staring out a window
can't just understand my soul
I am not right so
I must have been a hole

I can't get the meaning
of all around me
nothing seems o fit right
or maybe I just don't see

Refrain:
Why - Why am I so Weak?
I can not get out
out of this insufficient life
Why can't I shout
shout all my bounds away
away from my heart
to live a better way
to rise appart

I hate the way it goes
I'not able to do a thing
I am not able to think clear
may I sing

someone said to me
that chaos bears the stars
but is that a favour
for all these scars?

Refrain


Bridge:


this is a clear moment
and sure I'm glad
this is a gift to me
the first I've ever had

But now its gone away
and now I am sad
no I am furious
It's just too bad

Refrain

Outro



©Frederik Föllmer